It's Been Awhile

I’ve been trying so hard to remember what you said

There painting a picture in my mind

but it doesn’t change, your mole, or that bald head

You said words that were kind

It’s all gone to waste

For there is no bigger feeling than to be missed

I am wishing to be thinner and I am thinking of growing my hair

She cries every time I open the door, for I am closing in on 6 feet

and she truly loves me and only me

There are letters for you, and gifts 

I can’t seem to mail them

for I am closing in on 6 feet and there will be no way I could be missed